Who knew it would end so early. I’m not happy with this decision, but I’m not sad. There’s something about this experience that warned me this would happen sooner or later. My feelings did fade away as I lied to my self more and more. I kept trying to make myself think that this would work out when really it had already ended and I knew it already ended; I just didn’t want to believe it just yet. I had a fun drive and no matter how much pain this past few years have put me through I will never regret it. I will never regret you. I fell in love and it was amazing. I experienced emotions I didn’t even know existed. I experienced times that made me a stronger person. I fell out of the love I was once in. From time to time you will pop up into my mind and I know it, I won’t deny it and yes from time to time I might miss you, but I know that I’m moving on, and I know that from this experience I became the strongest I’ve ever been in my life. I’m not denying that this hurts but I’m not saying I want you back. It was about time we carried on with our lives. I’m excited for the new life I have a head of me and I’m excited to wake up tomorrow and see what will happen next. I’m now a free person ready to live her life with no regrets and I’m proud of my self that I was mature enough to let you go. Forever seemed good but it wasn’t what I wanted. Now I have the rest of my life to make myself the person I want to be, to meet new people, to fall in love once again, to fight off the new challenges a head of me. I’m ready new life.
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